friends if you have any reccomendations of any type of story you'd like read by others please feel free to make a list on here. i've pretty much been reading english text college is back in session and could use some relief myself......

so here we are VJ and friends.

since Vertigo is affraid to visit his page i've created a new postin for anyone and everyone to leave a messege for VJ. I don't know when he'll be dropping by but i do know that he is. so leave a messege and when i see a few here i'll let him know that there's still alot of people out there interested in PoF, and we'll use this post as proof. It'll be like egging him on, showing him that the world cares.

Goodbye
By: Michael J. Hunt
Date:04 December 1997

For a time
I was your friend
your were mine
fate had plans
you can’t fight time
Denise moved out
you said goodbye
for months you helped me
helped me to clear my mind
to look inside
for a while I was happy
till the day you never answered
day by day
by my machine I waited
but you never answered
what did I do
to deserve this pain
what caused the anger?
Well what ever it was
I apologize
if only you knew
how I felt and still feel
deep inside
that day you said good bye
lets just say I was devastated
every day.
Deep inside
I still hurt
so I say goodbye
I don’t know why
but I still care
you’re still a friend
as long as I am here




Prayer to Amber: A Poem
By: Michael J. Hunt
Date: 1 September 1998

For a short time
We were friends
Till that night
You met your end
‘Cause of a fight
You were full of life
It wasn’t your time
Lying in the hospital bed
Your life was in my hands
Hiding my feelings
Your life did I end
Sitting on the floor
As your heart stopped
Outside the door
A tear did I drop
I cried that night
My life stopped.
The night you died
In my heart
You still survived
So I say goodbye
In my mind
You’re still alive
I’ve moved on
Now that you’re gone
I love another
She’s like you.
Though we’re not dating
She can always have me
I’m always willing
To give her my heart,
My mind, and soul
For life, for all time.
I loved you first
I thought I was cursed
But I found I love her.
You taught me a lot
And I’ll never forget
No matter who I’m with
I’ll always remember you


The Dark Walls
Written by Mindy Ogden
Edited and Revised by Michael J. Hunt
August 26, 2006

In this castle of dark walls-
I will not cower, I am queen-
You stormed my heart-
You stormed my keep-
but within these dark walls-
I am not weak-

In these Dark walls-
I have hidden my heart-
Not only from you-
But from the world-
I have hidden it in dark-

In these dark walls-
I can’t be hurt-
In the dark walls-
I am not a little girl-
Within these dark walls-
I rule the world-

You stole my heart-
I gave you my love-
When you touched me-
You wore ice cold gloves-

within these dark walls-
I am queen-
but in your presence-
I hurt deep-
I’ll close my eyes-
count to ten-
I can only wish-
the pain gone by then-

Deep in these dark walls-
I can’t get over you-
I am scared-
don’t tell me you cared-
you never did-
even though you were there-

a puddle of blood-
is all that is left of our love-
laying on the floor -
head in hands-
I’ll forever bleed-
but I won’t hurt again-
I am Mindy-
the broken queen-
I am Ogden now-
leave me in peace-


Running in fear
Poem For A Friend
By: Michael Hunt
17 September, 2006

running in fear-
hiding your tears-
you asked how-
why now why me-
then you knelt by the tree-
the truth you couldn’t bear-
you thought no one cared-
to your friends-
you turned your back-
self esteem did you lack-
but one friend fought back-
in their eyes you were the same-
in their eyes you didn’t change-
you ran away-
you turned back-
away you couldn’t stay-
cause friends you didn’t lack-
so here’s to you-
for finding the one-
who picked you up-
and took up your slack-
for this time you are near-
in the dark, in the day-
so far away, you are still here-
so don’t you fear-
your friends will stay-
and from our hearts-
you won’t ever stray-

Sleepless Nights
By Michael Hunt

deep in the night
when the stars are alight,
I lie awake,
staring into the night,
the darkness is calm,
the air is cool,
so why can’t I sleep,
it’s got to be the ghouls,
haunting my dreams,
the past it seems,
what happened so bad,
what makes me so sad,
I lie awake ,
on those Sleepless Nights.
What is the cause,
memories, long lost,
seem to reappear,
with tips like spears,
so what can I do,
with dreams that are true,
but to lie on my side,
on those Sleepless Nights.
And think about you.


The fear of unknown
by Michael Hunt


the night has come,
the day has sung,
bright the night,
with the light ,
from the moon,
to set the mood,
for the Halloween flight,
harvest is come,
harvest is past,
the fields of hay,
they did not lack,
summer is past,
autumn is back,
soon christmas, will be here,
with the joys of the past,
another year will be gone,
another year, I was sad.
Without you near,
with the fear,
it’s so clear,
there’s nothing to say,
but to wait till the day,
that i'm not afraid....

The month of may
By: Michael Hunt

I met you in the month of may
that was the best month, best day
in the merry month of may,
with my heat you flew away,
in the merry month of may,
you helped me find my way,
I was lost till that month of may.

***********************
The fight for life
A poem for Mom
By: Michael Hunt

living in fear,
trying to fight,
the battle isn’t done
I will not live in fright
so I turn to love, I turn to life,
I turn to god and the power of light,
by my side, hand in hand,
together we will fight this fight, to the very end.

Sanctuary of my room
By: Michael Hunt



alone in my room
dark and cold
my own tomb
No one can reach me
No one can see me
No one but you

loneliness sets in
with the darkness
i start to blend
No one can get me
No one can get in

cold and alone
lost deep inside
the room of stone
No one can reach me
i'm all alone

lost in thought
lost in time
lost deep
within my mind

locked in side
my cold dark tomb
the clock
ticks life away
but i don't leave
this is my room

watching the clock
go tic and toc
i should flea
but i dare not
this is my room
and i love you

Lover’s Day Dream
By: Michael Hunt
alone at my desk
waiting for class
hoping that to find
something to occupy my mind

wandering the campus
in search of a friend
finding nothing
but a dead end

driving home bored to hell
hoping my best friend is on
so i can hear her tell
how her day was

found out she needed to be loved
wanted so much to drive to her
to run to her and give her a hug
to whisper i love you in her ear

stuck at home bored out of my mind
I love jessica so much i wish i could die
friends have come and friends have gone
she is the only person i will ever love

to take her in my arms
to give her a massage
to give her all of my heart
to lie on the couch with her at my side

damn this would be the perfect life.
to have her cuddle at my side
and wake that way after the night

The Love Lost
By: Michael Hunt

i love her more than life it self
to give her my heart is all i want
just ask the question
to hear her say hello everyday
i would give anything
not much do i have left
but this hollow shell that everyone see
time whispers in my ear
come join me in the ground
rest eternal sleep nice and sound
dream of life and the girl you love
fill your heart with eternal guilt
that you never had the chance
to say i love you to this beautiful girl.

Tears in the Rain

the rain falls down
covering my face
the pain is severe
but the rain covers my tears

through the rain
no one sees my pain
in my hate
I hide my disdain

I have many fears
many that bring tears
hoping praying they do nothing
in my heart I hold a place
that I keep her little face

I want to love her
I want hold her
the more I try
the more she fights
and the more I cry

giving up I feel the tears
in the rain no one sees my pain
in the rain the tears can’t be seen
I hide my pain,and create a lie
to cover up my blood shot eyes

how much I love her
she will never know
afraid of being hurt
afraid of being alone
so she remains a hidden ghost

in my heart I have a great pain
and the tears start to flow in the rain
running down face
no one can see my pain.

I hurt all the time but I always lie
“I am fine”
and no one sees my pain
my heart is broken
but I have a sweet little token
I hold it dear,
a reminder of the past
a reminder of my fears

this love I hold
I want to show
cant get her close enough
for me to hold
my pain is risen

so the tears they fall
in the rain
I always manage
to hide my pain

no one sees
my loving side
how my heart aches
this love I can’t hide

what can I do
I do not know

misery
by:michael hunt
date:06 march 2007

Depressed and alone
the world no longer cares
our lives are lost
our souls in dispair
to hate our lovers
our family, our friends
only to realize
the pain never ends
lost and cold
in this lonely world
all we once cared for
turned around and sold us out
constantly seeking
and never finding
a solitary moment
a relaxed minute
lapsed in the throws of time
never finding a laxed memory
in our troubled minds
to relocate this pain
to a bitter plain
to seek out the solace
of the knowledge
that somewhere out there
there is a friend that cares
but we're locked in time
locked inside
the pain and memories
forever entrenched in our minds


by: Michael J. Hunt
fear of sleep
date: 08 march 2007

in the wee hours of day
the beautiful morning
lights my way
the hours that passed
the days that have gone
since i last done you wrong
so anyone tell me why
last night i lie down and cried
was it remorse or was it pain
for the friend that so long ago
that was slain
maybe a way to fight
the tiredness
i felt last nigt
to be able to sleep
to welcome a dream,
to fall in slumber
without the fear
of being laid in timber
the clock ticking the hours by
watching as everyone sleeps
wishing i could close my eyes
and sleep when darkness is light
to find a moments rest
to pass the test
of the physical abuse
i put myself through
my strength quickly fading
as night by night
i fight the urge to shut my eyes

hello again, it's been a long time since i last posted and i apologize.anyway i changed my password. so darkangel132 for the sc password is jessica1 feel free to make a top level post i won't mind it in fact that would make me more happy, but i would apreciate it if you don't go into my profile or change my account settings and i'll know if that happens anyway..

happy valentines day..... i haven't had much time to read or anything but if your interested in it Jack and Jill book two is underway on SOL , also Summer Camp book four is being post also on nickscipio.com.

hope you all have a lot to say i'll check back everynow and then but i have a thesis to write and it is taking up a lot of my free time.

-mike

it's about time, winter break's here, more reading time and time to post, to say i'm bummed from all that fucking studying is putting it mildly, anyway does anyone know if banner year's going to be updated?

time drags when you're bored! and it has dragged, the only time i really feel serene is wwhen i get the chance to read. well if anyone has a new rec please tell us, i've been reading opus one it's being updated every other week... summer camp is being updated also for those who read it. the beginning of b4 should be up by the end of the year, howeve nick scipio has another story on there now nerieds the prelude to summer camp, ever wonder how susan ahd pauls parents got hooked up, well that's the story. of course this all depends on wether or not your familiar with the summer camp saga www.nickscipio.com

i've been talking with The old Fart the author of jack and jill, he says that jack and jill 2 should be up at the beginning of next year, he's in the middle of buying a new home which is why he didn't start the last time i said he was writing b2 which he was he just didn't want to post a couple chapters then leave everyone hanging for months on end.

well that's the latest news from me....

feel free to talk on here i've posted my login info so ya'll can start a top level comment.

-mike

Hey gang long time no post.

Read this story the other day and it was ok, dragon's backbone on www.beyondthefarhorizon.com. it's just began to be written but what is there is really good. feel free to check it out. there are some great stories on that site but most of them are bombs.

some of the most amazing thigs, keep hapenig in this town, i can't beileve that we just had our elections and less than half of the towns populace voted, wow, shows how much this town loves politics, personnaly i hate them, some things are better left alone, my oppinion is find one person who is good and stick with with that person as the rep of the state untill he/she wants to retire, this constant change of government is a little tiresome, they make laws then the following group over rules those laws and make more in there place that are even worse than the preceding ones were.

somethings are better left not spoken about, but one thing i love is my girl, anyone else ever get that feeling of emptiness when your not around that special someone?my girl is studying in ireland and won't be back for a while to say that i am very aprehensive about her return would be putting it mildly. it's been such a long tiem since i have seen her that i have no idea what to say when i do get the chance talk about being tou ng tied.

ok time for bed, got to get up early......

darkangel132

btw everyone can call me Mike,if you so wish, i know it sometimes sucks not to know a person's real name so mine is Michael Hunt and it's a pleasure to talk to you all and to share my thoughts with you.

hey -Chuck i have question are you in the uk My girl is northern ireland right now so i'm feeling kind of lonely and need someone to talk to.

if anyone else has anything to post on here go for it it was just a question that i was thinking about. and i have a new recommendation:(http://www.beyondthefarhorizon.com/phpBB2/chapter_list.php?s=62) it's called amanda's eyes and it's updated every wednesday. there are six chapters so far and they are well written.

beyond the far horizon is a website that requires you to join, it's free but you must join to read any of the stories on this site. oh it has more than just erotica on it and the owner of the site doesn't let any but the best of the writers post on her site so you the stories are really good.


cheers,

darkangel132

hey fellow americans happy fourth of july. yep this is shaping up to be a good day already woke up today to a power outage. why is it that ohio, indiana, and michigan see most of the severe weather in the united states? granted we don't get a lot of tornados but we get everythng else from flooding to microbursts and the occasional tornado. this is going to be a good day for fireworks it's five thirty am and it's raining, i hope it continues all day.

if anyone has any suggestions for a new story to read i'm open to them. my busy schedual is now free.

darkangel132

here it is our own site to talk about to recommend our favorite stories. should have done this a long time ago but hey better later than never, right?

feel free tp post anything you want to i won't be on this thing for a little bit though i have some "homework" to take care of if you all catch my meaning....

darkangel132